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Hell, I’m back! ergh. Sarry. After I have been seek for few months && hectic schedule with my studies di na ko nakapost dito.

As for me, I’m struggling at my studies. ssshh! nako, All of my Prelim Exam are Failed! Ergh! I don’t know what happen to me all I know is that I know I have reviewed for all my Exam. ergh!

Next Week is my Midterm. grrr. Still by Thursday, its my birthday. 😀 weeee. I hope my Dad give me enough money for Me and my Guy to go out. besides its my birthday I should have a treat for my self. 🙂

’till here.

gotta go. 🙂

Good Morning, kiddos! 🙂 **yawn I’m still sleepy still I woke up and cooked Macaroni and Cheese. Well, this is the first I cook a meal – a breakfast meal. I mean I never cook any meal before just now. And I don’t know why I asked my Aunt to help me cook Macaroni && Cheese – I just came up with a curiosity of what its like to eat Macaroni and Cheese or even how do its being cook.

By next week I’m going with my boyfriend at their house and I will cook for them. 😀 I wanted it to be special soo I asked Aunt to help me give a recipe to cook at my boyfriends house. Her own Recipe, well my Aunt is known to for her undying soooo delicious recipes. We cooked it and afterwards I feel sooo amazed how come at this age I don’t know how to cook simple recipes like those.

And sooo I decided that by next week I’ll be cooking Macaroni and Cheese for my Boyfriend and his family. ohhh jeezzz hope they’ll like it, its just that I’ll apply what I’ve learn what my Aunt said to me when we are cooking it. 😀

Good Aftie, humans. Well, just got home from school. I have a Confessions. I hate this day that I said Yes to go to a Motel with my Ex. I was soooo stupid, what was I thinking – I love my Boyfriend still I said yes. I know I’m a bitch, fvcked up bitch. But the Truth I love my guy, I love him sooo much.

Well, a while ago we went to a motel and I said to my Ex that I can’t do it. I can’t becausae its just that I’m not ready for it. I’m scared and I know its wrong, I don’t want to hurt another person again. I once had been a very bad person, and in the end I was surprise to cry when he left me. His name was Ivan – the person who changed me from Head to Toe.

Before I never knew if he really love me, sooo I told him many things what I want && that I want it to be given to me. I told him that I want a Perfect Relationship (which mostly my bestfriends told me that there is No Perfect Relationship), I would try to Fight over Small things and make it Big && He should be the One who should say Sorry. But then suddenly things change, He change – he told me that is sick of every fight that we have. Sick of crying and saying sorry everyday. I then felt different, I felt sooo ashamed that I was AFFRAID to loose him. I told him that I will change, for him I will change everything – One thing I can’t do for him. I can’t I don’t know where to start – then he felt sooo cold with me that he wanted a break up even though it hard for him.

2 months I cried for it, wanting him to come back. I requested him to write me a letter before I set off and go to out Recollection trip. His letter was the first thing I read and as I read it, I was crying && can’t stop crying and that time I wanted to die. I let go the person who can only love me the way I am, I am sooo stupid that I want to commit suicide but my friends stopped me and told me this; “If you two are mean’t to each other, You’ll be together again but not this time. Just let things flow the way it is.”

Super Junior MANIA! OMG~ at first I really didn’t liked them. Seriously, but as I told my self “Common give them a chance, You gotta watch their video” then, accidentally as I changed the TV channel I got into this channel that allows International Bands to perform. well, as I watched Super Juniors Video of Full of Happiness – ohhh good! HEAVEN SENT boys! jeeez!

My heart fell, like it just melted like an ice.

Well, what do I put here. This is my First Entry at my word press. Kinda new to this blog thing but I really love writing stuff and hits on mi notebooks. LAME – I know. hhmm, a while a ago i was trying to Customize my Word press page but I failed and I get AGAIN bored on redoing it. HAHA!

I already said I love writing stuffs. && yes its true, I love writing whats on my mind. I dont know what’s got into me that loved writing so much. I remembered one insident I tried writing a very short love story. Well I was inspired that time, I was really in love with this Korean Novela at at the TV and it made me write it also. I was laugh so hard tat I got the ideas just from my big Imaginative world of MIND MAZES. HAHA! Crazy I know, still I manage to have many friends. Don’t worry I have conrol on my big fvcked up brain. Who knows, I might be on the Inspiring writers – I know I’m ambitious  but I might get somewhere.

sooo much talk. I’ll write here again. And don’t worry, I got it Bookmarked. 🙂

byee, bitches.